yes yes you're gonna lose that girl

i'm a seagull. i'm an actress. I'm the seagull.

sorry i can not hear you i'm kinda busy

i'm sick of fixing things for everyone. stop being melodramatic and get over your fucking drama.

everybody's going down down

maybe i'll be in the third revival

waiting for my rocket

i bought two things of hand soap at safeway. 99 cents each.

i'm putting them aside.

they're the first things i bought for my new apartment that doesn't exist yet.

you've already won me over

via postsecret.


this brings back quite a disturbing past.


and i'm only 20.







thanks baby, for holding my hand.

diamonds are a girl's best friend

I want a wedding SOOOO BADDDD.

I wish you could have weddings for other reasons. Carrie on Sex and the City had it right-- there's no equivalent celebration for someone to a wedding. Getting a new house, a birthday, graduation, having a baby-- nothing receives as much detail, money, and quantity of celebrations (bachelor/ette parties, wedding shower, rehearsal dinner, let alone the wedding and reception itself). I guess it makes sense, since in theory you get one in your life and it is considered a goal for all to reach. But it seems unfair to those who never find that someone, don't find it till much later in life, or just don't want to get married. Why is legally sharing yourself and your property the most revered occasion in our society? I guess part of the reason I'm bitter is because I want to plan a wedding, but I'm obviously not ready to get married yet. But it does seem strange when you think about it.

i'm lost for words

I am so in love.

Truly, fully, consumingly, in love.

I want to shout it from the mountaintops.

My only reservation is from fear that I won't always be this happy. I know that I'm young, but it took me a LONG time to find this happiness, and I'd hate having to do it again.

I hope it is possible to always be this satisfied in a relationship.